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“ distance ”
Friday, December 19 |12:25 AM

I know what you want. Don't try me.

Sometimes I can read your mind, it's just that I do not want to pretend I know you anymore. We need to keep a distance, before things get too difficult for me. (:

Hahaha anyway I'm going to rewatch Twilight with tomorrow. This is random, but it's flh's concert today, lol. I'm rewatching it cause I promised to watch with them, and thus I had to rewatch it. At least it's good, I am willing to rewatch it. (: Edward edward, hahah.

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“ confession ”
Wednesday, December 17 |10:42 PM






I have a confession to make...

I am in love with Edward Cullen.

Gosh, I didn't know I'd be this infatuated with him. I thought he's ugly. There's such thing called inner beauty I suppose, I am so in love with him now.

Edward's hot, haha! But Bella's really too white for a normal human being.




My mother is hella funny.

Yesterday, I saw this lizard in the kitchen, i was so freaked out. My mom was there, and this was what happened:-

me: why did you let the lizard run?!
mom: it's its home here...
me: it is OUR home.
mom: aiya, the lizard also stay here.
me: But you cant just let it run, he is trespassing!!
mom: then what you want me to do? you can't expect me to kill it right?
me: you should!
mom: Why!
me: because my lizards are just like yr cockroaches!
mom: but cockroaches are disgusting.
me: so are lizards! What if they crawl onto our plates and walk and shit on them huh!
mom: No they won't!
me: you sure?
mom: yea...

Then she immediately ran to the sink, took a cloth and covered the plates, LOL!

Hahah, this is random, but I think Edward reminds me of Chuck.
:p


My bangs are long and horrible.

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“ moooo-day ”
Thursday, December 11 |2:42 AM

I kinda dislike myself at times like this.

I'm such a failure. I'm so useless. I don't know anything. I feel so stupid. >):

My parents shelter me too much. (p/s: But at least I know how to use public transport unlike some kukus) Well, I really want to start working or at least have an experience, but my mom just doesn't allow. She doesn't want me to work, and want me to rest instead.

Right. Too much rest, tooo much. Too much to the point I start demoralising myself. Tsk.

Sometimes I wish I could use the surrounding to numb my mind.

Bestie just got back today. (: I miss her so much!






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Suddenly felt like doing something, so I did this. I was too lazy to put any watermark, but these aren't beautiful and am not really proud of it, so just let it be.

I'm just mooody.

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“ not happy ”
Tuesday, December 9 |3:45 PM

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lol, this is funny. I don't believe that the sword can't be seen from that angle. & It's damn funny how he can dry & style his hair in such a short period of time. (after jumping into the fountain)

Haha, sg dramas are like that too. So inlogical.




Anyway, I am in deep trouble. Sometimes I really have my own reasons for not inviting or not saying anything to you. Okay, I know you treat me as your bestfriend (maybe).

I admit I did treat you as my bestfriend in the past, but after all the events that I went through (with her/regarding her) in the past, I realise that I can't actually live with you.

You are not me, you don't understand.

It always comes in a package. Whenever people ask me out, I have to ask them if they want you along. Sometimes I know they don't want you along, but they just can't say it out. You know, my feeling towards you isn't as a friend anymore, but you're just a burden to me.

I don't understand why I have to tell you every single thing, you are not anyone to me.

Gah.

I AM SO PISSED LOR.

K I am mean I know, but I've given in too much lor. I hope you understand why I didn't ask you.

I'm sorry for that, but as for the rest, I have nothing to be sorry about.

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“ the last lap ”
Saturday, October 11 |1:41 AM

School has ended officially. Everything happened too fast, too swift for me to even realise that this is the truth. ): But yes, that is the ugly truth. School has ended and o's are starting in 5 days time. I am not prepared but I'm prepared. K that's some irony there. What I meant was.. i think i am prepared for the o's but then I think my carelessness will cost me a lot of marks!

Haiyo, I cried today because it was the last day, lol.









































Clickers. (Four people missing!)

I have been studying very very very hard. Yeah, I know that. (: I shall leave everything to God. (: I've done my best already, hehe.

Anyway, we took loads of pictures today, but it's all with Arielle, Gloria and of course wanlin! Sigh, I only have three pathetic ones.

k after that we went to heartland for lunch and to shop for bra. (: Met up with Chris, he came over and then I went out shopping with my mom.

Haha, I know I seem very relaxed.


























I like this pic











































As far as concerned, I will not be blogging until the 11th of november. Incidentally, the last day of o's, my mother's ROM (yes la, Register of Marriage, is it?) & sherminh/stephy's birthday. Packed that day, so I guess I'd be back on the 12 or 13th, yep!

My birthday is on the 19th of october, one day before the first written paper. I wonder if anyone remembers. Happy birthday to myself in advance! LOL.

That is all.

God bless everyone! (:

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“ brain juice ”
Saturday, October 4 |1:36 AM

Hello everyone.

I've decided to stop harping about the same issue once and for all. This will be last time I will want to address this issue. If any case I do mention about it, it will be short and not lengthy/repetative. Okay, I am not exactly addressing it now, but oh well, I just want to say I do not want to talk about it anymore, really. I am not a bit concerned.

(: Today is productive for me, yea. I did:

-emaths congruence & similarity ws
-emaths mensuration
-amaths holy innocent's paper
-physics tys (4-5 chapts?)
-literature quotes from scene 1 to scene 4.

Hahaha, I'm so proud of myself. I think going to school is pointless. The travelling time is already a wastage of time, plus the school friends and everything. They distract people, hahaha. Not that it's bad, but you know.. at times like this, it is bad. ;p

Out of a whole, only 1/4 of what the teacher says is important. However this 1/4 is very important and thus we have to pick this 1/4 out of the whole boring lesson. -.- Yea, I think it's quite ridiculous because it is not at all productive. If I stayed at home, I'd have done thrice more. But for the sake of the 1/4, I have to go. Or else I'll consider giving myself a study break.

Freak, I just missed all the slacky and unimportant days! ): There's like so many humans lessons next week, how to pon! Grrrr grrrrr grrrrrrrrrr.

Yup.
I do not know how I can be so calm and type here like that. It's 1:39AM and I'm not tired. Arghhh, I am noctural, yes I am. It's my peak hour.

Okay, so that's all for now.

I'll date Mr Chemistry now, in my room at this time. Woah~~

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“”
Wednesday, September 17 |8:20 PM

HAHA,

DAMN FUNNY.

Some people just make stupid jokes of themselves,

hahaha, it's so damn funny until I don't know how to laugh.

Yeah, that funny.


-,-

I really feel like giving this emotion now.

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“ shag ”
Monday, September 15 |10:48 PM

I'm so dread tired of this cycle. I hope I can just get myself out of this.

Arghhh.

I just want to study and get on with my life without having to solve your problems.

Arghhhhh.

Okay back to dating Mr Plane Geometry

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“ 7boyfriends ”
Wednesday, September 10 |4:33 PM

I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so (x infinity! That shows that I'm really) glad that Huya & Xiaole is back on mofan.

Gosh the new mofan is... terrible. Like 9 didis are in the danger of 'eliminating' that's like almost half already lor! And there's this XiaoGui whose parts have been cut away, maybe cause he quit already. ;x no idea but the other time I think he's quite shuai. So stupid lor, he was the only one I liked (by the looks) before the new batch of didi came in, hahaha.

Arghhhh. It's quite freaky cause he just sits there and they cut away all his parts. Boooo!





Kwakwa,

I wasted 4 hours in school waiting for the paper to start. Hahaha, no one bothered to study for the paper luh! Went to some nearby coffee shop for lunch.

Whoooo, I felt better today. Maybe because of the company. ;X No idea why, hahaha. Anyway I hope I'll remain as happy and optimistic. Walked home today because I wanna emo on the streets. Hahaha! Ah well, cause sherminh wasn't here and I think walking home is a better option. I dislike taking the bus lor, grrrrrr.

So talking about it, I've been wasting 90cents everyday just to accompany sherminh, lol? Okay, lamo oh oh.

Mom said that I might be emo nowadays because of the flu. I do not see the link though, hahahah. Seriously. She said she was very emotional when she had flu and all. Hahahaha, I hope that true. (; Then I won't have to be emo again. Say bye to emo-ness.

Hahahaha. I'm perfectly fine now. I hope it's not moodswing. ;P

HAHAHAHAHA, okay. I'll date with Mr Physics and Mr Chemistry. (;

Hahahahah, I have 7boyfriends.

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“ thirty eight point five ”
Friday, September 5 |3:30 PM

lol, I'm having high fever, sore throat, flu, headache and I feel like vomiting. ;P

Hahahaha. What a right timing. Wasted my day yesterday shopping, ); shit, why do i have to get sick at this point of time?

Ironically, I hope to lose weight. (: hahaha, I hate Organic Chemistry!

GAH!

TEACHER'S DAY SONG WE SANG (:
Stand By Me - Ben E. King
Teachers, teachers, stand by us, oh stand by us, oh stand, stand by us, stand by us.

Beautiful Girls - Sean Kingston
You make us study so much,
We’re going really really mad.
But we’ll still love you so much,
Love you so much,
When you say “It’s recess!”

We are so intellectual,
But we still need your guidance.
Or else we’ll be suicidal, be suicidal,
When you say we got 鸡蛋!

See it started at the classroom,
Where we sit on the chair,
And when you took our phones,
That’s when we start to groan.
‘Cause we all thought,
That rules don’t really matter (really matter).

You say we’re too noisy,
But we think you’re just fussy.
Oh we didn’t care,
We made it very clear.
But we thought it through,
And figured you were right.

See it’s very difficult,
To follow the rules.
But you helped us to change,
And help us get things right.
Oh teachers…
We’re really really grateful.

Stand By Me - Ben E. King
Teachers, teachers, stand by us, oh stand by us, oh stand, stand by us, stand by us.

A Whole New World - Disney
You can teach us the world,
Mountains, rivers and valleys.
Tell us, teachers, now when did you last let your hair down.

You can open our eyes,
Open them to Binomial.
Help us integrate and differentiate with dy & dx.

We love SS!
Emaths, Amaths and Chinese.
We like to do NAPFA, play basketball,
和讲华语.

A brighter class,
Credit goes to you and to you,
We have changed so much, because of your touch
We show our gratitude.

Stand By Me - Ben E. King
Teachers, teachers, stand by us, oh stand by us, oh stand, stand by us, stand by us.

Lemon Tree
I wonder how,
I wonder why,
Yesterday you told me about cosine p,
But all that I can see is just Puck’s knavery.

We’re sitting here in the Physics Lab,
Measuring & weighing & doing all that.
Worrying about English after that,
Our comprehension, Advanced Vocab.
But now’s break,
So that’ll wait.

I wonder how,
I wonder why,
Yesterday you told me about alkalis.
But all I think about is Potential Energy.

kope it from Benita's blog :P


Stand By Me - Ben E. King
Teachers, teachers, stand by us, oh stand by us, oh stand, stand by us, stand by us.

That Thing You Do - The Wonders
You,
Doing that thing you do,
Putting knowledge into my mighty brain,
Like you always do.

And we,
Don’t mean to rebel,
Never even knew about the hard work you’ve been going through.

Well we try and try just to get an ‘A’,
But it’s just so hard to do,
We need you to do that thing you do.

I,
Remember all the things you said,
“Study hard now and then celebrate,
When we get an off-day”.
And we try and try not to let you down,
You should know it’s hard to do,
But we promise you today,
We won’t always stay that way.
Thank you for the guidance that you gave.

Koped from Slappermachine @ livejournal

I very lazy to go toilet to pee, hahahahah. ;P

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“ Festival Of Praise 08 ”
Saturday, August 2 |5:30 PM

Festival Of Praise was awesome. ;D I went for the first night though. They said that it'll get better, sighs. I couldn't make it today cause I have a date with ——. Hahah, I went with Impact Youth. (; Finally saw them after 3-4 months? (except Samantha) lol, that's quite a long one.

;p

We had difficulty finding our way there. Plus, we were late already. We had to squat down and eat at the MRT station, lol? That is very pathetic. Then after that we just followed the crowd to the Indoor Stadium. We didn't even know if we were following the right person. LOL. We asked this guy who was like 10m away from us, and we went "EXUSE ME!" several times. Then he replied and said he was, too, finding his way there. So we followed him and then I think he got scared he ran away. -,-

It was a great experience, haha.

& Qing stayed over after that. She got sidetracked by my laptop! How can. ); Okay lor, then I did my Physics & emo play guitar, lol. Sucha boring twosome.

I luvo my class! Hahaha. We're so cool, we make a 39people band. When other classes are mugging away, we stay back every alternate day to rehearse. (; Hahaha.

Ohmgosh, by that time I'll be mugging my head off.

Somemore Heixia just started. Mingzhong gonna show on 56, then I still have to watch mfbbt. GAHHHH~

Why is this happening to me when I'm in Sec 4?

kthxbye.

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“”
Tuesday, July 15 |10:13 PM

I have really awesome friends. (L)

I haven't blogged a proper entry since a thousand years (And you know I'm kidding. = =). The long lost touch with the net, okay I actually use the comp everyday, but like less than an hour, actually made my computer slower. It's now filled with viruses and the speed is freaking slow. It's hinting to me that I should be studying. (; What a great computer I have here.

& That does not mean that I'm going to blog proper today. I know the words above are like totally random.

I have awesome friends, (; Mei's very nice, she made sushi-like-thing for us, the six of us. The ingredients aren't very cheap, but she made it for everyone and it was like huge. It's some round ball, with Sashimi (!), Crab sticks inside. & sher brought fried rice too! Ohmy. I don't know why but our clique's becoming more like a housewife. Hehehe, I'm bringing making pancakes for them tomorrow!

Hahaha. Lin looked very lost today, since the morning. I could tell that she cried last night, and when I told her that I can see that she cried yesterday, she totally broke down and cried. ): Sorry! Sighs, I didn't know how to consoul her, because I was afraid that I'd make her cry again. Plusplus, the rest didn't know a thing! Well, she kept it well I suppose?

Anyways, finally done with chinese o's! (: I must get the grades that I want.

I'm pretty tired out even though it's just the start of a new week. & I'm quite into jap/korean songs now. lol?

PL MUSICAL'S THIS SATURDAY BABEHH! Yet another time to bond. (;




Here are the pictures that've been accumulated since idk when.








I'm nuts.










Back to my books, bye.

P/S: 11 Days to Hei Xia babehhhh!

Self note: 34days to Prelims! 97days to O's!

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“ There she goes again ”
Wednesday, July 9 |5:24 PM

There she goes again.

As the above states, there she goes againnnn.






Bah, I haven't got the time to update on Sentosa trip with my lovelies. >): School has been busy and I'm busy studying and revising too!

I'm such a bore. Bye.

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“ Super Model ”
Wednesday, July 2 |8:41 PM

Know more about the game here.

P/S: I did not type that post.

Edna sent me this game, and yes, it's totally addicting. Let's see, Vivien played it from evening to night and forgot about dinner, M

It's very fun, ohmg. You all have to go download and play it now. Even though I get irritated because the image is super small in my phone. It makes it exceptionally hard because it's so small and I get irritated because I have to squint my eyes. Haha, but it's still fun!

Yup, Chinese Oral's finally over. It wasn't that hard and scary, hehehe. I guess most of us knew the topic before hand and got prepared. Oppps, I didn't purposely stop to hear the topic, I just happened to hear it alright. (;

One more thing to be less stressed about!

Ahhh, yes. I think I never mentioned how demanding my friends are. Okay, I think I did, but that time I was totally biased, in the sense of my opinion because I already disliked her. But now, I do not dislike this friend of mine. It's just that some of her actions makes me irritated.

I need to rant about it because I need some where to went my anger. This close friend of mine (yes, close friend.) She is very unreasonable okay! Yes, I have to agree that I enjoy the talks that we share. But I don't have so much time to entertain her, I need to study. The calls normally last up till 1am... for about 2 to 3 hours per day. It's not that I don't like to talk to her or what, it is just that I could've done more constructive things during these 2-3hours besides talking her to bed. In a bad way, yes, I talk her to bed everyday because she can't sleep and I'm one of the ones who sleep late. Recently, I've been avoiding her.

She tried hinting me by messaging me. "I'm bored."My normal reaction would be "Go play something, use the computer." And somehow it'll either lead to "You want to call me?" Or else she'll intiate to call me. When I told her recently that "I need/want to sleep early" (Actually I don't. I want to do and revise my work) Her tone immediately changes. Yesterday she tried to hint me that she's bored and she needs my 'entertainment', but all I texted her was "Okay,", and she texted "I thought you'll reply something else", I asked what, then she texted me "You want to call me or something?" I told her I needed to sleep early, and she ignored me.

Today she gave me that disapproving look just because I failed to entertain her when she couldn't sleep. Excuse me, it is not my duty that you take stupid afternoon naps and can't sleep at night. I am not your entertainment station. Yes, bedtime talks are always entertaining and fun. When you're there lying in your bed, listening to me, I am on the other side trying to entertain you and do my work at the same time. Multi-tasking you call that.If I were in sleeping mode, then well, I okay with night talks. But I ain't sleepy and I could've done so much more without talking to you on the phone.I don't get it how you get angry over such stuff. You act as if nothing happens because you need my company at night. Previous incidents caught me thinking: Is this friendship even true?. I do not understand how you can be angry with me because of the concert dvd. Is it even my fault that you can't get the dvd because you're in ____? I helped you by going into every CD stores I pass by to check since the 16th. You're still holding grudge against me because I have the damn pass and you don't. Even though I know I can live without the bloody pass, but I don't think I should give in to you. I know I could've given you the pass because it's now lying at home doing nothing and I'm not even admiring it, but no, I am not going to do that because it'll show that I'm guilty.

You made it sound like it's my fault. Just because you have a glib tongue, people tend to believe you more. Just because I sit there and not say anything or try to prove you wrong, then you're right. YEAH RIGHT.

I've known her since P5, 6 years all together.

This friendship is so fragile that even when I change my mind to get something else you get angry. Mind you, simple incidents, for example: During recess time, I said I want to eat Fried Rice, she queues with me, then I decide to eat Noodles. So now she's the only one who is eating Fried Rice. This simple incident can make her angry the whole day.

A pass and a call can spite our friendship,
Now then. tell me, how shallow is our friendship, dear friend?

I know you're pretending not to be angry, because if you do then you won't get ____ from me. I KNOW I KNOW THAT.

I think what our friendship's built on isn't strong.

P/S: I do not dislike her, I just hate it when simple things can just spite up our relationship.

I JUST CAN'T STAND IT ALREADY LOR. BEEN KEEPING THIS IN MY HEART SINCE LAST WEEK. I KNOW YOU'RE UNHAPPY BECAUSE I GOT THE PASS, SORRY OKAY. I KNOW YOU'RE UNHAPPY BECAUSE I CAN'T/DON'T WANT TO CALL YOU. SORRY. I AM NOT GOING TO WASTE MY TIME TALKING TO YOU ANYMORE.

Every choices has it's own consequence. I decide that I should study and not get affected by you.

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“ Spotlight! ”
Thursday, June 26 |12:31 AM

Yay,

Ohmg, I can't believe I'm this fast. Alright, I may not be, but I think I am okay? Haha.

I don't have Ah Zhai's version of it yet. Now I have it. hahaha!

I'm damn high now, I can't sleep. There's school tomorrow.

冒险世Mao Xian Shi Jie - 公主帮 Gong Zhu Bang

冒险世界Mao Xian Shi Jie - 宅男墅 Zhai Nan Shu



I am not crazy over Er Jun but I don't know why I so high.

Hahahaha, why Zhai Nan's one so techno? Haha.

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“ hungry ”
Sunday, June 22 |7:05 PM

I am so hungry & my maid cooks in tortoise slow speed.
It's 7PM now, my last meal is like 12346589 hours ago, I need some energy booster.

):

I get hungry very easily now leh, why?

School reopening tomorrow.

Chinese Oral's in 4 days,

I am so bored I don't know what to do, I can just stone.

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“ they're back they're back ”
Friday, June 20 |10:37 PM

Dear came over with all those gifts from Japan. (:


Dear got me this, haha. Mickey and Minnie mouse purse. Thanks (L)

Ohyeah, viv came over to collect her dvd. She just came back from Japan too, haha. Sent her to heartland, met Fiona, Moykit & Claris. And a few schoolmates. They're most probably going for guitar concert. I gave it a miss, it seems boring anyway.


viv brought sweets back for me, haha.
She came to look for me the first thing she landed Singapore (Obviously after putting her luggages at home!) So nice of you, viv, I'm so touched. Hahaha.

Hahaha, shiqi's happy and she feels like blogging cause she saw her two sweethearts! lol! ;D

Supposed to meet up with qing later but I decided to be ZHAI NV, so I gave it a miss too. So she went out with Jamie instead. Sorrry! I'm not in the town mode recently, wanna stay at home. Prolly meeting her tmr instead. (:


Very act, haha!
P/S: Stupid internet connection sucks. fux you! Hahaha.

P/S/S: Viv's staying over, I'm going to update tmr I guess.

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“ back, finally. ”
|12:25 AM

Dear's finally finally back!

Survived those quiet days, yay.
Just received the call that I've waited since yesterday.
I was so scared and worried cause y'know Japan just suffered from some Earthquake few days back.

Yay, I'm relieved.

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“ lollipop. ”
Monday, June 16 |12:19 AM


(blur shot i know)

So, I chased bbt for 2 days. Gah, lazy to type what happened. If I have the time I will.


I reached home at about 2AM. (?) Yeah, and great I was locked outside my house.
Despite being locked, I still have to take a picture. ;P Haha.



And studying gets bored y'know.

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“ pillow fights ”
Saturday, May 3 |4:23 AM

It's 4:26AM right now, what a ungodly hour to blog. I haven't been taking regular sleep, there goes my 12hour sleep. ); Stupid last minute revisions, gah.

I only managed to do Differentiation and Integration. I can't even remember my last year's work. Jojo's so gonna kill me tomorrow.

Emotions have been getting control over me. I am found to be stressed and pissed all the time. I'm sorry, I can't control my emotions right now. Exam stress you see.

My mom's sleeping right behind me now. She's always sleeping in my room, -.-. Using excuses such as "Oh, your room is colder." Stupid right! (Ohmg, I don't know when have I started adopting such blogging tone) Maybe she just wants to spot check me.


You see her there.
How can she tolerate the lights, music and noises? She's obviously just trying to make excuses to check me. I know that, I know that.


Gah, I'm not loving amaths anymore. );

It's passed 4AM, I can actually walk over to Kovan to buy McGriddles. I want to eat something, my stomach's growling. I'm going to wake up 2 hours later to check my alarm and then sleep till 10 I suppose. Do lots and lots of maths sums and then read literature and then burn midnight oil. Last minute preparations suck. Ohmg, my life is so meaningless. I'm going to stop staring here and start revising for Prelims! (I hope I can do it) Let's see how I survive through my Mid years first.


Had great time, haha. Besides that she wakes up super early!

We were super crazy. We danced and choreographed our own dances for qing to see, haha. It was really really fun and joyous.


PL jacket shall be my friend.

I don't know what I'm talking or blabbering about! Good morning.

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