Before everything, let's get the facts & rumours & what she claimed/said:

1) Fact: On 17 September, Wednesday

Lucy got back her papers, she was depressed & sad (I assumed) because she scored less than 20 for both maths papers. Scored 35 for Chemistry paper. She didn't show that she was sad, instead she was discussing about her idol with Alice. We did not know that she was sad & needed comfort.

Sarah on the other hand got higher than Lucy seemed more devasted. She had tears in her eyes & obviously we had to comfort her. She's priority because she seemed more serious than Lucy. However, our simple action made Lucy angry & pissed off (& maybe jealous) From then on, she did not talk to us & did not even voice out.

She went off alone for chapel while we went back to put our belongingss in class. As we all know, she hates to be alone. The time she goes off alone is the time that she is angry/pissed.


What we heard: Then I heard from Kelly (after chapel) that Lucy was angry because we did not comfort her.

Fact: That was because we didn't know she was unhappy. When I tried to talk to her she ignored me. And thus I did not bother her further.

2) What we heard: Cheryl said that Lucy felt left out & uncared for.

Fact: We do care about her. But as you can see, she didn't want to receive the care from me. (And the rest too) If she does not want the care, I see no point in caring for her because I could have given this care to someone else who treasures it & not her who takes it for granted.

Thoughts: Personally, I do not think she is left out. If she feels left out, I think Samantha will feel worst. She just joined our clique & doesn't really understand the way we 'work'. Ruth will be the worst because Lucy hates her to the core, with no valid reason. (That I do not know)

3) What we've heard: Lucy compares us with her another friend, (whom fyi: she has told a few that she hated her) Diana. She claims that Diana cares more for her studies & even bothered to help her, but we did not.

Thoughts: I think the sudden appearance of Diana is very questionable. She hasn't been talking to Lucy for a few months. And wow, she appeared at such a right timing. Ain't it questionable?

4) What we've heard: Lucy was talking to Rachael

The convo went something like that:

Lucy: "I know I am very domineering & selfish, I know that."

Rachael: "Maybe you can try to change?"

Lucy: "Have you heard of 本性难移 (which means: It's hard to change one's original self) It's hard to change"

Rachael: "------(I do not know what she replied)-----"

Lucy: "Then why can't they change for me?"

Thoughts: This is far too unreasonable. 8 people changing for her? It is easier for one person to change. & She just contridicted herself because she said that it's hard to change but now she's asking why we can't change for her. LAUGH OUT LOUD.

5) What we've heard: She wants the clique to nag at her.

Thoughts: But when we nag you don't give a shit and don't care. Why should we waste saliva on you? We nag until we don't wanna nag already.

1) "I can say that I reflected more than anyone of you, I reflected so much till I couldn't sleep at night. I had to take sleeping pills. "

Thoughts: I do not doubt the fact that you've reflected. But you've done shit about this. What is the point of your sleepless nights? And I do not think sleeping pills are that easy to find.

2) "I am tired of all the "Did you study today? Study already? Go study leh!" Crap. Do you know it sounds very 敷衍 (I don't know how to explain the meaning)? Like just say for the sake of saying? "

Thoughts: Oh well, first you complained that we do not care enough. When we really care you call it 敷衍!?

3) "I am not angry. I just need my time alone"

Thoughts: And you said we didn't console you? You just said in your text message that you need time alone mah! I give you time alone, cannot is it?!

Please lah. You are a attention seeker. I know you for 5 years leh, you won't need a time alone. *rolls eyes* You are just avoiding.

4) "Even Diana made the initiative to teach me when she sees me having difficulty in Chemistry"

Thoughts: Yea, at such a right timing? lol. I think you dragged her and pretended that she took the initiative.

Why should we take initative when everytime we do you tell us "I just can't do it?" I don't see the effort in you, I don't see the point k.

5) "Everytime ask you all teach then give me the I wanna die face. Even though I don't show it on my face, but it is very disheartening"

Thoughts: YOU JUST CONTRIDICTED YOURSELF BY SAYING THAT YOU THINK OUR STUPID NAGGING MESSAGES IS CRAP.


6) "Do you know it is the wrong timing?"

Thoughts: Uh, and do you know it's the wrong timing to make a fuss over such small things?


7) "Some people claim that they worry, they worry, they worry. But they do not take the initiaive to help me"


Thoughts: You claim and you claim and you claim that you know you are selfish & domineering. But you do not change! Oh irony!

& please lor, you've never appreciated our help, do you?

We are not your mother and father. We do not have the duty to make sure you score well. We are worried but you aren't!

WE ALL NEED SOME TIME ALONE.

YOU CAN JUST CONTINUE LIVING WITHOUT US.

I AM NOT GOING TO BE SORRY BECAUSE I'VE GIVEN IN COUNTLESS TIMES.
YOU DIDN'T APPRECIATE AND INSTEAD TOOK IT FOR GRANTED.